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I read about Wilford Woodruff an early Mormon prophet going to England and converting entire congregations of hundreds people to Mormonism, usually with a notable spiritual manifestation included in the experience.
There was so much evidence of the spiritual experiences I was longing for in early Mormonism but almost no evidence of these experiences in the current church.
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It must have been a difficult moment for my mother, but my parents believed in the gospel, and this was their way of showing their devotion through sacrifice. My two months in the LTM would prove to be challenging but meaningful and rewarding. There were eight young men entering the LTM that day ased to the Johannesburg, South Africa mission, all year-old boys.
Our charge was to not only learn to speak Afrikaans, but to memorize, word for word, all eight missionary discussions. These were lengthy lessons that would be utilized to teach people in the Afrikaans language.
This was a grueling task. We studied all day, every day. I had never studied so hard in my life.
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The day-to-day grind of the mission was difficult, as we spent almost all of our time knocking on doors, trying to interest people in our message.
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The endless effort of trying to convince people of something in which they were not interested was also difficult I was overly sensitive to thisand the rate of success was quite low. Despite this struggle, I was driven by my devotion.
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There were people whom I came to love with all my heart. However, even though I was able to bring more people into the church than the mission average, I still felt like I had failed.
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